"I don't wanna be a soccer mom."

Well the weekend went aight. Just confused I guess. You go to orientation expecting to come out there cleared with your questions you had before you got in there. Then its done and you find yourself with more questions and confusion. Nyways I guess the only way to cure it is to go shopping. Then its one of those days when you look in your wallet and you find like a few dollars and wrinkled reciepts. Even more depressin. Sucks to have no money. You find something good but can't get it.
Copped out Anchorman. Stupid funny!!:-)
Being influence by the Indian culture I've found myself wanting more and more to get my nose pierced. Ya kno a lil dimond nothing big. Just keep it sexy. Shoot even my grandmother got one. so I think thas what I'll do for the big 18.OK. I was very happy to be my unexpected happy birthday call. its aight only a couple more weeks n then I'm legal.LOL. My sis is not even tryin to help the situation: the negativity is very ill. "I don't think you'll be allowed to do anything even when you turn 18"-words of beast. We'll see.
Hearin the vibration of my phone I find 2 urgent msgs. Wondering if everything is okay-heart beatin kinda fast. Oh then you find a very soothing voice on the otha side. Heart begins calm. I'm lovin the urgent voicemails.
Sometimes the things you do for your fam is just crazy. I feel like a soccer mom. LOL.
I went to church yesterday and the sermon kinda hit home: do things for others only to honor God. I find myself helping people and when they thank me, I'm like "It's okay, don't worry about it." I didn't realize that doing that is just honoring myself not the Almighty. But reall what am I supposed to say? "In the name of Jesus I did it!!"lol I don't know. I'll find a way.
R.I.P Rick James.