Time to vent.1

Yeah It has been a while since I last blogged. Alot of things going on here. School is crazy as hell. Family is trippin. But life within me is straight. Yes I will admit those bursts of all day headaches to happen but somehow I K.I.M (keep it movin).
You know what has been buggin me lately is pregnant women smoking. What kinda ish is this. Fo real can't these selfless women just think for their baby's health? Damn really, its total BS. Futzeke to those future mommies that smoke. Sekuru I hope you never read this. Forgive me Lord I just have to vent. On the real though it should be a crime.
On a lighter note, I've been really contemplating my future lately. I need, no I will move on to bigger and better things in my life. Some people just seem always to put me down. Pumpumpana!!! AHH. You just making me so mad lately. How does he know that I'm not going to do any good for him? Can he tell the future. I know I might look at this lata and be like, damn I was being real harsh to him. But I'm fo real at this moment. Why does it seem that I'm more afraid of him than God. I know I should fear only God and no other person here on earth. I am a pretti submissive person. I will try to obey what my authority tells me. But lately I'm in that retaliation mode. I really don't kno where I'm going in this blog but this is it till I come back.