I've been wanting to talk about this for a while now...

Well I'm a person who is fascinated by the human body. I guess that why I want to become a doctor. I remember way back when I was I think in 7th or 8th grade how I was just so obsessed in how my body looked. Not saying that I was aneorexic or anything but just that I was completely obsessed with muscles. I loved the attention from the guys especially the jocks. I would constantly read articles on how to improve my body. I believe the best shape of my life was when I ran track. Okay I'm going to be real conceded but hey I have the right to!! My body was banging. 6 pack, calves like whoa, back muscles tones, bullets in my arms. Pushing like 400lb on the leg presses all to show off of course. It really killed my shins later on. The whole nine, I felt I had it. I looked up to alot of people for my inspiration in how I looked. I remember Alaiha Smiley...man this girl was all I wanted to be atheletic-wise. I guess women have to tendency to compare themselve to other women. I wanted to look like her. She was an all-star athelete and she carried herself well in school. I just began training like it was no tomorrow. I remember I just COULD NOT live with myself if I didn't excercise atleast to the point where an ocean of sweat was on me. Literally. So i started eating like only bread. My diet was weird as anything.
Well later on as I began to realize that my feminine features (breasts and hips) were not showing as much as they should've been so I kinda began to lay off of the excercise.
I am just going to end like this I'm glad I didn't end up like this...

What is this??? 

Thank you God I didn't end up like this. I LOVE YOU GOD!