Can I buy you something?

Well today was Ms. Raa's b-day. Man my baby has grown. Damn I remember when you were always jumping on us to carry you, now you just asking us to drive you. Ah but not for long. I really wish Ma could have seen you grown. You got her temper and her smarts, you know she's still looking out for you sweet. Damn if I was to loose Raa that would be straight hell ... God I don't know what'd I'd do then. That's really my heart and just everything. Welent to the mall, yes I skipped class to buy her something. It was straight though. Saw Vonak, cute security guy, haa you know the mall people are mad at you for doing your job.lol. Well walking out of the mall yes I knew it, I knew it, I could feel it, I was being followed, thank God I just parked up close. Well I unlocked the door, and I look over the car a dude in like silver fronts with dreads says, "Damn I was going to ask you if I could buy you anything." Ha I just smiled and laughed, like "Okay whatever." Then I saw him get into his Maybach with the solid chrome rims that ish was just pure sexy. I was like "DAMN" nice. not at the dude, but how he was handling. I wondered to myself, Sony-ma you are a college student with big dreams. Why can't you go and talk and find out how. Ahh too shy, but one day. Not that I wanna get into drugs or anything like that, but I mean I just want to get a heads up from the wise. Rah is always like, "Man I wish I would have shown you how to get the money from ppl, when i was with you." meaning to pimp. I'm just like "money will come when it comes." That has always been my mind set. I'm more of the giver than the taker. And Rah was like, "Damn I really didn't teach you much." I guess not. Anyways I'm handling mine I'm doing what I can to get the money in. D always asks how I do get it, ahh I can't tell everything at once. But its not as much as I want to be making. God will help me find a way. In the mean time I'll respect and acknowledge. I'm not no golddigger.
Aww I saw my girl Elaina Farmer, chick has been on crack since the uterus.lol. I'm just saying that cuz she's mad cool and crazy. Shoot her ear are those huge things, I don't understand, why has the African tribal tradition of skin stretching become something of style in many of the Caucasian ppl? Viva Africa!! LOL. I guess. Well anyways mami is doing fashion design up there at Art Institute. She asked if I smoked hookah, and I was like yeah but it a whateva thing, no drugs so it just chill. I'll check out my girl one day there.

On another note, why exactly am I so passive? On the real I'll just let things happen without questioning or asking what's going on. For instance Ru: lately you've changed I don't really know you too well anymore...but I've been taking you to this place for a while now, and I have not even asked you if everything is okay. Are you okay? I'm sorry if at times I'm oblivious to things because I seem real caught up with my stuff.
Well aight hurricane is coming on this side now. I'm straight up trying to relax and just take it easy. No I won't be tying tha trampoline, trash canns, or garden tools down, but I'll take precaution.