Tank is half full not half empty

Well things seem to be at low points but at every low there is a high. I'm expecting a high, I don't know when it will come but I just have to be optimistic.
Sunday reality stuck and I was let loose. I didn't want to but it just had to be if it was meant to be. If that makes any sense. God knows that my heart is there but He's been telling me for a while that the right time will come. So I'll just stay strong and keep on. The love won't stop for Reyes. I've learned alot and I'll learn more. But its just time for me to get right. And I thank him for that. I do. Eventhough the other part is just saying do it for both of you, he wants me to take strides and do me. God blessed me with him. I won't forget.