Just cuz you know why I'm ignoring you

why is it that i'm consumed with alot of things around me. I'm consumed with fashion. Trying to dress to a T, shoot is really anyone looking? I'm consumed with hair. I've got to get my hair done for every event, and even if my hair isn't done I gotta have a hat to match with my outfit, shoot is really anyone looking? I'm consumed with Instant MSG, trying to see if he's online that's it I don't even need to be on it but every time that alert window comes up, my heart flickers, damn D what have you done to me. I'm consumed with teeth. If you don't have nice teeth I'm not attracted to you or shoot that's the first thing I'll notice when I meet you. Am I shallow, maybe little but I can't lower my standards right?. Why am I always consumed with going to other ppl's houses? I don't want them to come over and see how I'm living, from that I know they'll begin to judge me in another way. That's the reason I neva will holl@ ya if I'm in the Benz I feel too shy in it, money is the reason I'm getting the attention. Yo' Killa Yo Killa! Damn nigga you don't even know me, I'm not about money, I came from the a the village I know what it is to struggle. I'll be with you if your poor. WAIT the question is? Would you be with me if I was poor, and ugly??? Be real with me ni$$a would you. Nope you wouldn't. You know I'm not quick to open my legs, shoot who do you think you are? THE ONE, naw. You put it in, Fu*k its a friggin contract, Love, that's why I haven't yet, well you know. thought really its more about marriage, Damn I'm realizing for myself, how attached I WOULD be if that happen and how I COULD neva move on if thing didn't work out. Shit I know you'll prolly leave me with a baby and just go, Oh I just wanted to make a pretty baby! SH*t what? So basically I need to see it too on your side. WILL you to GIVE it up for me? Well? So would you still be with me? Nope you wouldn't. Let me be a nun...then holl@ me Yo Killa Nun! So just back away, please analyze and determine me as a human being before you come up and start haggling me.