Amayi Guru

Well I picked her up yesterday. My Big mom. She's so straight. She was the one to break the news to me back in 02 bout mom. And she took care of her while she was in Africa. Which I have much respect for her. A very stong Christian. She's great role model.
My Duffy wrote to me the other day.Man at first I couldn't understand the slang she was writing but afta a while I got it. Oh so sweet. I miss you girl. When I start makin the big bucks I'm going to send you your clothes to model. My sis wow we have both struggled but even tho your younger I look up to you. So quick to grow up. Pindum kytu vacadomba vacadomba dish...ahh the good ol dayz of dancing in the streets playing crazy 8's with the kids in the flats all day till dark, not caring about anything else. I have to go back soon. Maybe this summer if things turn out right.
I have to be on top of things now. My Gummielicious is doing alot betta in that than me. Anyways I think this weekend gonna hit up the movies see Grudge. I'll be strong I'm not going to scream like those damn loud chics last time in the movies that were frantic about the ring. It wasn't that scary. (shaking head). Anyways I'm gonna start hitting the books. Got a pre-cal test, seeems preetti ez.

Last Damn Show

Oh my goodness. I have never been so friggin stressed in my life. Like the stress you feel as if your about to just faint cuz your thinking to much. Well the intentions of my mind were found out a couple days ago. So yes I am being tract by landseaair. Well now I have to be extra careful. Anyways bk to my stress. The night before last I was confronted with the man that I had been somewhere I wasn't supposed to be. How he knew only God knows. So knowing that LDS was the next day I was just very upset. Anyways the next day it was like from 7-4 we (the bitches in the house (inside joke)) were so afraid to ask him if we could go. Thinking of ways to ask planing correcting, what chaos. Anyways finally we asked it takes 1:30 to get there it was 4:15. We still had to pick up Pandano, who we still didn't purchase a ticket, so we were just going to figure it out when we got there. Then my girl Bettina had been waiting for a while, I felt bad. But we got there at 6:30. Apperantly we missed Akon and Jkwon. I didn't notice this until today but Mase didn't show up. Yeah it wasn't to spiritual in there anyways. But there were plenty more coming. We were in the upper 3rd level almost the whole concert however not until the near end of the show we moved down to the main floor. No security, nothing we should have done it a long time ago. Okay now Luke is crazy. Ladies with thongs and whip cream that is all I can saw. My aunt was shocked. haha. And the people behind us are smoking the whole time, not just black n milds and cigarettes but blunts. Oh yes the smell was quite peculiar.LOL. Bettina pointed that out to me after a while. Brian lucky self got main floor tickets. The only act I didn't like was the Bass Allstars. However my highlight again like Usher's concert was Kanye West. Damn so fine. so fine. Twista was so incredible. Show started at 5:30 ended at 12:30. But it was good. I missed Cierra's "Goodies" I walked out cuz she was getting boring when she sang one slow song. Special Ed your crazy. Anyways my throat is killing today from screaming. I'll holla lata. Peace

Reminiscing

Wake up at like 5 in the morning knowing damn well its too early. I didn't get outta bed till 6 all I was thinking bout the day ahead. I even parked as close as possible in the parking lot so then I could just get off campus quick. Driving there stuck in traffic just thinking if I'm late or too early. Oh well, I was praying to God that everything would work out right. Map Quest helped me out boi. I didn't mean to run the toll but how was I supposed to know that it was 75cents instead of 50 cents. And I was in the exact change lane with my dollars. Stupid. At the Chevron Callin on the payphone. You know gotta be smart with the cell. Yes obstacles. Damn those parking permits.LOL. Walking from 1 parking lot to the next. I was just really excited that I was meeting my GB. Brittney was so sweet. Jose you got a good girl. Thank you very much for offering me the doughnut. I just wasn't interested in eating my whole mind was occupied about him arriving. Ahh yes when Jose was leading him in ...hearin his voice echo through the hall way... my heart started beating hard. Me and Brittney were talking I don't even remember if I cut her off. That moment no one I mean no one could ruin. Waited a while, but the time we spent together was worth the waiting. Yes I enjoyed my Gummie Bear. Jose quick to play some of his slow jams. Making the atmosphere right. Looking fine in the Girbaud. Okkk. Hot I tell ya. yes I was smurking just cuz I was like whoa I am here with you finally. Time to leave I was dreading...parting is the worst part of it all. Kamille was cute and sweet. Trying to help me with the directions but really I wasn't listening. Just kinda concerned if I'd pick up my Amayi Tutu in time. Got lost a lil. but it was straight. Hopefully the pictures come out I really wanna see em.
Saw some of my friends I graduated with at the Petersons. Laura you should have told me that you had mud on you before I hugged you. lol. Mud wrestling good memories!! I can take down my kid in that anytime.lol. Saturday thinking I had tutoring, wake up at like 7. Nope she had to go on a field trip. I am totally running out of money. I gotta get smart with this budgeting. I think my musical piggy bank is gonna have to be flipped.
I was offically Raati's date! LOL. But she left me hanging, oh well I had fun. Going crazy dancing to the Cha-Cha. No bumping or grinding.lol. Yes the former homecoming queen was in the house but peeps didn't acknowledge it till the end of court. Pyzill was mad. Just cuz Becky turned gay it ruined it for the Alumni coming back to court. But anyways the dance was pretti hype. All I did there was act a fool. Yo Boyers' are crazy. Cat was in a tight red "woman's suit" from good will with Chucks on. Krimp-walking and all. I was having such a good time I forgot bout aunti. So we hit up Empire. Man Don you were wrong that place is not hype at all. People just standing around. Damn man, dance!! Atleast the Uncle Jennings lookalike danced with me. That was pretti scary.
Ahh Sunday it took me friggin 8hours to finish up the Chemistry Lab. Maybe cuz every minute I was thinkin about him. Distractions, distraction. LoL. Oh but I miss him so much. It's gotta be soon.

Lil bits

Wow I'm telling you I neva thought I'd run into you again. Damn when we met up the first time I wasn't even at ease. I thought I had left you in my past.Okay so I saw you at the concert, Mami lookin right but not for you. But nope you've come to haunt me again. I'm not a mean person but I just know in my mind I should have never met you. It was the devil I tell ya. The Devil. I don't wanna see you again. I try to aviod you at school but, somehow I run into you again. I've always been taught to be nice to people and of course serve others before yourself. But somehow I think in the Bible it should have said something about people that try to take advantage of your benevolent heart. Damn I have messed up in life being nice. I think I see why pops says he should have taught me not to be nice to people when I was young. Life has its little perks but God knows I'm trying to be a better person really.
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