Saturday

Hurricane Season

Its absolutely boring but yet so calming. I've managed to catch up on my sleep which I lost this past week. Literally I slept 14hrs. Okay I over did it, but wow I do feel my body to be lost. I ran into an old friend yesterday, from way back in elementry school. Wow he's changed, looking alot more grown and not the same old dorky guy. I had a "boyfriend" back in fifth grade. The reason I put the quotes is because I'd probably say he was my little crush besides Stephon on Family Matters during that age. We never talked maybe a hi or hey here and there. One day somehow I became his girlfriend. I don't know how that happened but I guess it happened. But he moved and I kept in contact with him through his friend Duwane,the one I saw yesterday. Well somehow I have seen Steven on various occasion not in my town but in places I wouldn't suspect. But I never said hi because I was too shy to just go up and say "Are you Steven?" I don't like that, you know someone and you know that person knows you but neither one make an attempt to see if it really is the person. But yea, seeing Duwane reminded me of how that happens alot to me. Duwane like most dudes tried to holla, like quick reflex I told him naw I got someone. 6, I miss you. I wonder if Jesus had a girl he liked or loved. Maybe the scribes left that part out when he was young. I don't know I've just always wondered about that.
Well on another note, school is starting back up again, wow I'm so ready to start. I'm not going to play around like I did last semester. I need to focus on my goals.
Here are my following goals for the upcoming semester:
1. Take Raa to school on time everyday...(they make us pay $10 if she is late, I'm not having that)
2. For me to be organized...especially my car, it seems the back seat you can find everything
3. Don't rush, let everyday come as it is...acknowledge the present day, I seem to get lost in trying to get ready for alot of things in the future and by the end of the day I didn't even give thanks, that really has to stop
4. I'm going to make more effort on seeing 6 more.
5. Study like atleast 3-4hrs a day the WHOLE week this is the only way I'm going to be ontop of the game.
6. Start training for Rugby!! Yeah Rugby is the ish. Don't worry your girl won't be coming out of the game with cruches or anything like that
7. Start being honest with pops...this is an on going struggle due to the fact that everything seems to be wrong in his eyes. But making an attempt is worth alot more than not even trying.
8. Try to get as many connection as I can.
9. Well hm right now this is all I can think of I'll write more if I fing it. Also I'll keep on blogging.
Keep it real and God bless.

Monday

A little piece of cake

Well yea I celbrated my birthday yesterday. I was officailly welcomed into my new age by 6. I really don't feel this age. Its so amazing how things have changed. I remember when I was 10 I would always fantasize at being 16. Just to drive. Well now it just seems like every year is a number and I learned from the last hopefully I won't make those same mistakes. This year needs to be an explosion for me. I want to try everything. Get out of my shell and just experience whatever God lays in front for me.
Well on a lighter note,
I'm working for another week full time and over time. You know I don't mind helping out my pops really I don't, I enjoy helping him out. Especially seeing some of the patients that come in. hen next week school. Really I'm ready to start it off. Lots of work this year. Just a whole lot. God help me.You know I'm getting kinda tired so this is going to be cut short. I'll write more.