Take it one day

Alright well this week went by pretty well. Well that's not the total truth.
ON MONDAY-I woke up worried. The hurricane Wilma was passing by FLorida, we were thinking it'd hit West Central FLorida. But luckily we had no damages. However I woke up at like 5 in the morning hearing the wind. Then I hit up 6, just to see if he was okay. I was just so worried, I wanted to know if he and his fam were okay. So I kept trying to call but I couldn't get through. That made me just start thinking even more. What if...Naw maybe...so I was kinda hesitant to call the house because they might be busy dealing with the hurricane and then on the other side its me calling. I DON'T like bothering ppl. That is something I've always just taken an initiative to not do to someone. Why should I be the person to bother someone when already they are busy in their own lives? That's just has always been my train of thought. So I got the courage to call the house, no answer. Now I knew the lines were down. But I kept trying. Finally D's mom answered. You don't know how excited I was to actually hear the phone ring. Well she said everything was fine there. Trees, fence, and other debris around the house but they were all safe. I was just thinking to myself that my prayers went through. Well didn't get to talk to D. But just aslong as he was fine I was fine. So yeah I was happy after that.
Tuesday... Worked went to the office
Ight I don't remember hump day.
Thurday...Ight went ova Legend's hoping to get some food but nucca aight cook for me..."you go make it." Naw how would that look we are all in the living room chillin and then I go into their food and eat it, naw I'd rather just eat at home. So anyways Legend's roommate's bro was there from Ft. Laud...said he couldn't take no electricity any more so he came up as soon as he found gas. Somehow I found something real appealing in him. I dunno. I just did. Oh and his boy asked me to lift up my jacket when we were leaving to go to eat. I was like WTH but yea he wanted to see my figure. Ha I just laughed I wasn't embarrassed just kinda amazed at how forward he was about it when he explained. That's a nucca fa ya.lol.
I was asked to get married to in Chick a Fila damn is that how you spell it. lol. I've never really paid attention. I looked at Legend like damn you don't understand anything. I seriously am still in love, and I only see us as friends. I don't see anything else in "us". I want him to be happy with someone else. Me I'm still trying to handle me right now. But its not been the first time i was asked to get married too. haha.Maybe I should be the one to ask the One I want to marry me. Hmm.
Today...it was good got to talk to D :-) just made me start to think bout seeing him get up. Oh so heavenly.
Franzy- Sweet,, intellectual, but something about you that I'm not liking maybe that your OBSESSIVE!!! Well anyways Franzy for a while been on mycase about us. Dude I know will treat me like a queen but the way he shows is real creepy. I've told him. But he's not getting it either. gosh. I dunno. I'll talk to him be upfront about it
I do need to take something for my memory, some special vitamins.lol. aight I can't even remember where I parked. That's real sad especially on a huge campus.lol. Oh Kumar.

Floetry -I've got a headache

She's been driving me crazy for the past year. yes I'm not lying, of course she may seem sweet but man once you close the doors, you really know who she is. Well she is the most manipulative person I know. Whines, and nags damn all the qualities a man doesn't like nor does any other person. Shoot I'm telling you tha Ying-Yang twin really wrote that song for her. Ha. But now hopefully a little more independant than she was before, she's going ova on the east side. THANK GOD!! But I know she's going to raise havoc ova there too. I'll pray for them.
Really I recommend listening to Floetry while driving it the rain. My favorite joint is Headache. Damn afta that song you just feel like everything is lifted. I'm going to cop their album on the 4th of Nov.
Well Time is really wasting, but it seems this day has gone by so slow. I like it tho. I enjoy the slow days rather than tha fast ones. You appreciate things and take things into perspective more. Well God bless.

Can I buy you something?

Well today was Ms. Raa's b-day. Man my baby has grown. Damn I remember when you were always jumping on us to carry you, now you just asking us to drive you. Ah but not for long. I really wish Ma could have seen you grown. You got her temper and her smarts, you know she's still looking out for you sweet. Damn if I was to loose Raa that would be straight hell ... God I don't know what'd I'd do then. That's really my heart and just everything. Welent to the mall, yes I skipped class to buy her something. It was straight though. Saw Vonak, cute security guy, haa you know the mall people are mad at you for doing your job.lol. Well walking out of the mall yes I knew it, I knew it, I could feel it, I was being followed, thank God I just parked up close. Well I unlocked the door, and I look over the car a dude in like silver fronts with dreads says, "Damn I was going to ask you if I could buy you anything." Ha I just smiled and laughed, like "Okay whatever." Then I saw him get into his Maybach with the solid chrome rims that ish was just pure sexy. I was like "DAMN" nice. not at the dude, but how he was handling. I wondered to myself, Sony-ma you are a college student with big dreams. Why can't you go and talk and find out how. Ahh too shy, but one day. Not that I wanna get into drugs or anything like that, but I mean I just want to get a heads up from the wise. Rah is always like, "Man I wish I would have shown you how to get the money from ppl, when i was with you." meaning to pimp. I'm just like "money will come when it comes." That has always been my mind set. I'm more of the giver than the taker. And Rah was like, "Damn I really didn't teach you much." I guess not. Anyways I'm handling mine I'm doing what I can to get the money in. D always asks how I do get it, ahh I can't tell everything at once. But its not as much as I want to be making. God will help me find a way. In the mean time I'll respect and acknowledge. I'm not no golddigger.
Aww I saw my girl Elaina Farmer, chick has been on crack since the uterus.lol. I'm just saying that cuz she's mad cool and crazy. Shoot her ear are those huge things, I don't understand, why has the African tribal tradition of skin stretching become something of style in many of the Caucasian ppl? Viva Africa!! LOL. I guess. Well anyways mami is doing fashion design up there at Art Institute. She asked if I smoked hookah, and I was like yeah but it a whateva thing, no drugs so it just chill. I'll check out my girl one day there.

On another note, why exactly am I so passive? On the real I'll just let things happen without questioning or asking what's going on. For instance Ru: lately you've changed I don't really know you too well anymore...but I've been taking you to this place for a while now, and I have not even asked you if everything is okay. Are you okay? I'm sorry if at times I'm oblivious to things because I seem real caught up with my stuff.
Well aight hurricane is coming on this side now. I'm straight up trying to relax and just take it easy. No I won't be tying tha trampoline, trash canns, or garden tools down, but I'll take precaution.

Kudzy

Basking in African Sun like WOW!!

Tank is half full not half empty

Well things seem to be at low points but at every low there is a high. I'm expecting a high, I don't know when it will come but I just have to be optimistic.
Sunday reality stuck and I was let loose. I didn't want to but it just had to be if it was meant to be. If that makes any sense. God knows that my heart is there but He's been telling me for a while that the right time will come. So I'll just stay strong and keep on. The love won't stop for Reyes. I've learned alot and I'll learn more. But its just time for me to get right. And I thank him for that. I do. Eventhough the other part is just saying do it for both of you, he wants me to take strides and do me. God blessed me with him. I won't forget.