Yello!

Yes I’m bk. It’s been a while since I last blogged. I’m just being consumed by this friggin evil presence in my life called …dun, dun, dunnnn, dun…Homework. AHHH! Yes finals are coming up. I am just not doing as good as I should in studying. I think. IF there were just more hours in a day.
For the past 4 dayz I have been working on this ridiculous lab report. This report worth 300 points of my grade. ALONE when really it was a group project. I was stood up by my lab partner on Wednesday when really I came to figure out that she was with her boyfriend. Apparently they broke up over the phone and he drove all the way from Connecticut to win her heart back. Of course the girl went bk. But man she left me hanging for almost 3 hours. That day I was supposed to help out with the cooking for Thanksgiving. Naw I was just waiting on her. So stressing that night my father caught me just starring off into space at 2 in the morning wondering how the heck I was going to finish this project. I prayed. Then after a while things began to click. Oh God is good all the time. But you know I still had this real hate in my heart yes hate, I really don’t like to admit that I hate someone because it does take a lot for anyone to piss me off. So the next day I was supposed to meet up with my partner. As I was driving I began to just ask Him to let me forgive her, otherwise all I would be thinking was to just strangle her. I guess it was okay. I left her place after 4 hours. I left it to her to finish really working for almost 4 dayz writing 12page, 15 charts. At least she could have been willing to do it. I was just putting all my trust in Him to just let her figure it out. And not give me anymore burdens. But now its getting to crunch time. Tests are just waiting for me to get a taste of them. I’m going to do what I can. Lord help me. I’m just going to end with a famous quote from Uncle Lloyd - “Food Kill Me.”

Yello!

Yes I’m bk. It’s been a while since I last blogged. I’m just being consumed by this friggin evil presence in my life called …dun, dun, dunnnn, dun…Homework. AHHH! Yes finals are coming up. I am just not doing as good as I should in studying. I think. IF there were just more hours in a day.
For the past 4 dayz I have been working on this ridiculous lab report. This report worth 300 points of my grade. ALONE when really it was a group project. I was stood up by my lab partner on Wednesday when really I came to figure out that she was with her boyfriend. Apparently they broke up over the phone and he drove all the way from Connecticut to win her heart back. Of course the girl went bk. But man she left me hanging for almost 3 hours. That day I was supposed to help out with the cooking for Thanksgiving. Naw I was just waiting on her. So stressing that night my father caught me just starring off into space at 2 in the morning wondering how the heck I was going to finish this project. I prayed. Then after a while things began to click. Oh God is good all the time. But you know I still had this real hate in my heart yes hate, I really don’t like to admit that I hate someone because it does take a lot for anyone to piss me off. So the next day I was supposed to meet up with my partner. As I was driving I began to just ask Him to let me forgive her, otherwise all I would be thinking was to just strangle her. I guess it was okay. I left her place after 4 hours. I left it to her to finish really working for almost 4 dayz writing 12page, 15 charts. At least she could have been willing to do it. I was just putting all my trust in Him to just let her figure it out. And not give me anymore burdens. But now its getting to crunch time. Tests are just waiting for me to get a taste of them. I’m going to do what I can. Lord help me. I’m just going to end with a famous quote from Uncle Lloyd - “Food Kill Me.”

Is it really prophecy?

For the past week we have been doing devotionals as a family. Which I like. Pops was snoring last night, which was pretti funny. But Amayi Guru, began to read out of Ephesians 6:1-9. About obeying your parents. This is a promise and one of the first commandments. Man as I think to my self all the wrong I've done to my father and I did to my mom. Is this the fortold truth that my days on earth will not be long. Does this mean I'll be prone to have a heart attack or die of some unknown disease because I did alot of bad things to my parents. Wow maybe I'll straighten up soon. Like Donnell was saying "he needs to let me grow up...then I'll begin to appreciate him more" No one is perfect on this earth but Jesus. However there is no wrong in trying to be. Well hopefully I'll be hear on earth for many years to come. Lord willing. In the meantime I'll keep the faith. Dove.